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 Post subject: Part 2
PostPosted: 31 Aug 2008, 22:45 
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Right.. so you remember the first thread, and i was looking over the responses, and thinking about what a couple of close friends've said.

I guess it comes down to "you were drunk, you didn't know what you were doing" for the reasoning, and for the solution we've got "get him the fuck out of your life, NOW!"

I'm not looking for a solution, just reasoning. And i was okay sitting with i was drunk because it was easy to blame it on the alcohol, and i was really trying not to think about it.

I know he's bad, and i know i should leave, i KNOW all this, i do. But not yet. yeah, i love him, and a small pert of me always will, but i've been good, or was, and stayed away from him, even when he's drunk, because i know i'd mean nothing to him.

Now, tonight i was going home, this is like 10 minutes ago, with him, ryan and jason. they were dropping me at my house before they hit another party.

He was wasted.

I was sober.

Now, someone riddle me this: If i was completely coherent, sober, and alert, why did i throw(for lack of a better word) myself at him, knowing it would mean nothing, and i'd feel like THIS after.

I honestly don't think i've ever felt this shitty and torn in my whole life.

Someone riddle me that.

There's no alcohol to blame as a scape goat this time, it was all me.

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 31 Aug 2008, 23:08 
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Simple enough....you're just a sucker for his love! :) No riddles there...

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 31 Aug 2008, 23:10 
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Sometimes the pleasures of the flesh and desires of the heart go against reason and logic.

All we can really do is remind you that if hes not interested, you cant change that. Hes prolly not ready for a girlfriend or at a point in his life where he is even interested in that type of relationship. As youve said he continuously bangs different chicks. Why would someone want a fulltime girl when hes got a stable of part time women.

I hope you dont get hurt by him, but it sounds like you inevitably will be hurt somehow.


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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 01 Sep 2008, 11:24 
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Thanks guys.

Yeah, i have been hurt.. and it fucking sucks, a WHOLE bunch.. but idk.

Thanks, both of you.

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 12:29 
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that is incredibly similar to my questions.. but all i've got in answer to those is that A. you love them or 2. you're a sucker for what you don't want to face yet (aka, you want so much to believe that his return of emotion is what you want that you actually trick yourself into believing it) or C. that you have no boundaries between yourself and him (that's not to say there aren't still boundaries between him and you)

the thing is, is you don't know that your better off without him, or rather, that you don't want to think that because you actually care enough for him to never let him go..

i've been told on multiple occasions that if you back off and be 'just friends' then one of two things will happen: A. he'll realize that he's fucked up and that he let you go.. or 2. you two will be the best of friends.. (i know it's hard as fucking hell in a freezing handbag but either way you'll be better off in the end..(or so i'm told))

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 16:11 
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He doesn't want me though.

And i know that.

I also know that he needs someone who's not going to run, even when he freaks the fuck out at them.

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
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so you are in almost the exact same situation i'm in..

you fit the profile to a fucking 'T' and that one person that completes you is perpetually looking the other fucking way..?

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 18:49 
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so you are in almost the exact same situation i'm in..

you fit the profile to a fucking 'T' and that one person that completes you is perpetually looking the other fucking way..?


Less the other way, more right through me and what could be.

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 19:35 
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EnleverJusteLeBord wrote:
blest'd wrote:
so you are in almost the exact same situation i'm in..

you fit the profile to a fucking 'T' and that one person that completes you is perpetually looking the other fucking way..?


Less the other way, more right through me and what could be.


yeah.. i know.. but either way they don't fuckin see people like you and i standing right the fuck in front of their face...

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 20:08 
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blest'd wrote:
EnleverJusteLeBord wrote:
blest'd wrote:
so you are in almost the exact same situation i'm in..

you fit the profile to a fucking 'T' and that one person that completes you is perpetually looking the other fucking way..?


Less the other way, more right through me and what could be.


yeah.. i know.. but either way they don't fuckin see people like you and i standing right the fuck in front of their face...


It's true.. it really is..

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 20:09 
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so.. my last question is.. where the hell do people like us go now?

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 20:19 
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to college. then you start dating young adults


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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 20:19 
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Join the military

You know it makes sense

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 20:22 
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college..yes.. dating young adults.. yes..

military..no.. i have this thing where i don't like the possibility of getting shot..

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 20:32 
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Collage maybe, dating young adults n/a

Fuck the military.

I think people like us... hmm.. there's always running to the random hot chick/guy to fuck with mo strings and to cares, and then going home and getting wasted and being upset.

Or drugs.

Or you could stand by said person until something terrible enough happens to split you, or maybe that'll never happen, maybe you'll just be friends till one of you dies.

I'm not sure yet.. where you we wanna go?

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
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and the song Never Too Late by Three Days Grace plays through my head..

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
PostPosted: 02 Sep 2008, 21:29 
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Really..?

Mine too.. no joke.

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 Post subject: Re: Part 2
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**carry on.... that never happened.***


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